PQ the Intern

by PrincessQ on 2010/07/29

I don’t know what it’s like to not have a full-time job with benefits, expenses and everything in between.

When I was in high school, it was all about studying and taking up extra-curriculars so I could get a scholarship or else I couldn’t go to college.

Once I graduated high school, it was all about getting the experience and paying bills because I just didn’t know how to stop. I wanted to keep going forward but I never thought about doing an internship.

It seemed like a waste of time. I needed to get my degree, get the experience and keep moving.

As I got older, the term ‘intern’ became a distant thing for me, especially once I started working full-time. I needed the benefits and the job security. I had to make car payments, insurance payments, tuition payments and of course, credit card bills.

Once I moved out on my own, that was it. There was no way I was going back so unless I won the lottery, there was absolutely no way I could do an internship.

Then I started editing resumes, and started talking to people who are younger than me who are doing internships. A weird envy came over me. It sounded like an amazing experience, a lot of fun and a great learning opportunity. I was over the classroom and became all about hands-on learning.

When I was let go of my job, I still couldn’t think about internships. I needed to get another full-time job and pay the bills. Yet I would come across internship listings and something in me would stir.

Finally, I changed my game plan.  After talking with the Boy (Since we pay rent together), and weighing my options, I decided I would do an internship and get a part-time job, gain more freelance clients and make this work.

So I came across a listing that sounded too good to be true. “This is too good to be true,” I told him.

“Go for it. You have nothing to lose.”

So I did. I wrote up a kick-ass cover letter and sent it on, not expecting to hear anything. Within a couple hours, I got a phone call.

During that phone call, I was told that I was at the top of her list, and out of 300 applicants, I really stood out. Tuesday, I went into meet with her to find out that she had a family emergency so I met with her assistant. Yesterday, I got an email saying she wanted me to come in to meet the other intern and get basic training.

Tomorrow?

I might be going over to her house so I can ride in the limo with her to CNN so we can chat before the taping.

That is just the tip of the iceberg.

Unpaid internship with amazing experience? Yes please.

So I am now an intern.

No, I won’t be wearing suits and wearing security badges like the Hill interns but that’s not what I was looking for anyway. I know what I want to be doing and I know that this will be the best 3 months of my life.

I also know that I couldn’t have done it without the support of my amazing boyfriend and my amazing friends.

So let the adventure begin!

What was your best internship experience?

Your worst?

If you could be an intern right now, where would you want to work and why?

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Have you checked out Project Postcard? Who doesn’t love postcards? I know you do so go here now!

www.pqprojectpostcard.com

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The Girl & The Dress

by PrincessQ on 2010/07/27

She pins up her hair and stands in front of the mirror deciding what to wear.  Her hand immediately goes to her stomach as she turns to check herself out in the mirror.

“Bloated” she thinks and puts on the dress that makes her feel frumpy but hides the gut.

She looks down at herself and then back to the mirror.  The girl staring back at her has confidence in her eyes so why cover that up by dressing down?

Off goes the cover-up and she slips the dress over her body.

It fits her perfectly, hugging her in the right places.  Her hand smooths the fabric over her stomach, which, surprisingly, isn’t sticking out noticeably.

She turns around, focusing on every ‘flaw’ she sees. “What if I get a wedgie? You can see it.”

Then she says “Forget it. I’m wearing this dress. I look good.”

She slips on her flats but eyes her favorite pumps in the suitcase.

“I’ll stand out if I wear the heels” she thinks and then realizes that’s the voice of the girl who used to be.

She isn’t afraid to stand out.

In face, she thrives on it.

Off goes the flats and on goes the pumps.

She stands tall, ready to go.

Walking out the room, she hears someone say “Nice shoes” and she replies with a grin.

“Thanks.”

She walks into the club and ignores her surroundings. She’s ready to dance and have fun tonight.  Anyone looking at her might think that she’s a stuck-up woman but all she really wants is to let loose.

So she does.

If you watch her, you’ll see her with a smile on her face, dancing and making faces at her friend to make her laugh.

Her eyes light up every time she smiles.

And then you see her commanding the attention of 6 guys at once, joking with them and making all of them laugh by making the most ridiculous faces she can make while ‘dancing’.

At the end of the night, she’s smiling from cheek to cheek. Her heels are worn down but her dress is still perfectly in place.

If you saw her that night, you won’t forget her.

The confidence doesn’t lie in the blue dress and pink pumps. It comes from within and she won’t mind sharing her sparkle with you.

You can have a piece of it but you can never take it away.

***
I will have a good recap of my weekend at the beach soon. In the meantime, check out an awesome new project…Who doesn’t love postcards? I know you do so go here now!

www.pqprojectpostcard.com

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Stepping Out to nGage

by PrincessQ on 2010/07/23

First of all, if you missed yesterday’s post, check it out here (It’s pretty awesome and positive)

You might not guess it but I’m pretty shy.

Stop laughing.

OK, seriously, stop.

Let me explain.

I cannot approach people IN PERSON. Online? Sure. I’ll find something in common with them but in a room full of people, it’s usually hard for me to go up to someone and say “Hi, my name is Jordan” because I usually say my ‘real’ name which causes people to do a double-take and go “What?” which makes me even more nervous.

And when I get nervous, I babble. A lot. And I hate babbling, so it’s easier not to approach people but then people think I’m a b*tch because I seem stand-offish.

My life is clearly very complicated.

The thing is, when I do open up and make a connection with someone, even if it’s just for two minutes, it changes my attitude and I seem more approachable and the rest of the event is a breeze.

This kind of attitude makes it difficult for me to make the leap, step out of my comfort zone and go to events where I don’t know anyone, except from Twitter, especially if a group has hung out before.

Last night, I stepped out and stepped into a world of laughter, inspiration and positivity.

If you’ve never been to an nGage event, I encourage you to check them out and attend the next one. I met some amazing people last night, including (finally) Ms. Rasberry AKA Paparazzi, Jaguar Princess, Ms. Parker (and her lovely mom) and of course, C-Natra who finally inducted me into his #TweetPack.  I met a lot of other people and it was interesting to have people go “DCPrincess? Oh yeah, I know you.” (Excuse me?) but I forget the impact of Retweets on Twitter and how social I am on there.
I hope that I was just as social and warm once I finally got over my self-doubt.

(I still haven’t gotten the hang of exchanging business cards or talking about work.)

Stepping out is good for me.  I’m going to keep doing it, even if I find myself drowning in self-doubt because nothing like taking a risk to liven me up.

But y’all better believe me when I say I’m shy. I mean it.

Stop laughing.

So what are YOU going to do to step out of your comfort zone today? This weekend? This week? This month?

I am looking forward to a weekend of being at the beach with one of my best friends and enjoying the sun and being disconnected from the world.

Do one thing that makes you smile and don’t forget to smile at a stranger. Trust me, it’ll be appreciated whether they realize it or not.

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You Gotta Tip on the Tightrope

by PrincessQ on 2010/07/22

Some days, you just wake up with the intention of taking on the day, regardless of that weird dream you had which made you uneasy.

You turn up the music, push your boyfriend out the door and set out to conquer the day.

I’ll be honest.  It hasn’t been me lately but today?

Today is my day.

I am not sure which switch went off in me but I’m finally getting back to my normal self. The “Take No Prisoners, You Can Do Anything” self. The girl who jumps in and asks questions later. The girl who is ready to take the world by the balls.

I may not be at the top of my game lately. I get that. In fact, some people have chosen to identify my behavior as ‘rude’ because I was withdrawn and distanced myself from friends.

A good friend put it best: “It’s not personal, it’s just having to pick up all your pieces before trying to hold them together in front of other people.”

This is me. Finally having picked up some of my pieces enough to feel confident enough to show myself again.

I’ve been working since I was 16 and I’ve always been afraid of not having a job. After I moved out last year, my biggest fear was losing my job and having to move back to my parents’ house.

So when I lost my job, I freaked out but something in me was stirring.

With the help of my amazing boyfriend and the best support group a girl can ask for, I finally realized what it is I want.

I don’t want a full-time office job being someone’s assistant (Unless it’s PR/Communications and I am LEARNING.)

I’ve always wanted an internship but not being your usual college student, I never had the opportunity. To be honest, my parents just didn’t understand.

They still don’t but this is my life.

So I have a new career path. New goals. Renewed DRIVE.

It’s OK to start up small. It’s OK if I don’t have a full-time job as long as I can make ends meet and I am HAPPY.

I have a full-time job building a lifetime of memories.

I have a full-time job going after my dreams.

I have a full-time job kicking ass at everything I do.

The rest?

The rest always falls into place.

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So, AS I WAS WRITING THIS BLOG, I got a call from one of the internships I applied to this morning.  I can’t give the full details until I meet with her on Tuesday but I got a phone call from an amazing woman who has one of the coolest jobs ever! She told me that I am at the top of her list for internship and if we mesh well on Tuesday, I will be trained by her current interns during that day.

Hello FULL FREAK OUT MODE.

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